What sucks about being left behind sometimes is the part when, every little thing she said when she was here starts to look golden. Like you want it engraved in your skin so they won’t be forgotten and taken for granted again. And because of all these words and advices, I’m actually seriously considering having one of my favorite ones tattooed on me before my wedding. Naturally mom would think it was ridiculous, I could hear her in my mind making her normal “tssss” sound and saying how stupid that would be because years later I’ll be old and wrinkly anyway. But I still want to do it, I suppose it’ll be like walking down the aisle with her.


I found the entry soooooo I changed this one. I really should have titles….yeah starting now I’m putting titles.